Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, Stupid Motherf*cker.

Trump is one stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid motherf*cker.

Now with the wildfire smoke wafting over to USA the asshat threatens to impose an additional 20% tariff on Canada.

What a f*cking idiot.

Some people wonder why I hate him so much, well, it's not hard. Things like this, for example, not to mention that he's most likely the Anti-Christ, an insane demented dictator, a rapist, a pedophile and on the Epstein Files.

Need I say more?

Yesterday I saw something I hadn't seen for a few days with the wildfire smoke: a blue  sky( see in the photo above) and it was nice to see!

Today we have a *severe*  storm warning, incl. baaaaad thunderstorm with torrential rain, over 90 KM winds and even a possible tornado.

Yesterday we finally had a BBQ!

Our first and likely only one of the summer as my hubby hates it and was grumbling how he "has better things to do" etc. He was originally going to do it today but due to the weather forecast he decided to do it last night which I think was a good idea and we just heat it up today for dinner. With the smoke it smelled like the wildfires all over again and I was able to smoke mi spliff and he never even noticed, ha,ha.  I also smelled wildflowers yesterday and it reminded me of my childhood summers at the cottage and camp and I really miss the 70s( and the 80s,too) and I wish I could go back.

I was so happy then.

I also heard we're finally getting a Taco Bell here in town(yay!) I've been waiting years for so now I can go get some of that "Diarrhrea Lettuce" of my very own(ha,ha) and my hubby said he thinks I have Alzheimers now,too, like my mother and Babushka had, although they were in their 80s and 90s and I'm not even 60 but there is Early-onset Alzheimers and being that it's on BOTH sides of my family(both mother's and father's) I guess I'm just f*cked. Yesterday and today I also have this massive headache and it feels "tingly" on the top of my head on the inside,too.

It's also sad to realize that I love Beja more than he loves me.

THIS is also how much forest we have so when the "thick" Americans criticize us for not being able to control and maintain our forest/wildfires this is what we have to deal with. Mostly the entire country is covered by the Boreal Forest  but they're too dumb to know geography or anything like that. I also realize I've become a recluse since Buddy died last year and sunflower stems look like celery stalks and I love the sweater below and it reminds me of things my Babushka used to knit for me and those were the things I miss the most that I lost in our fire.

This isn’t something you “get over.” It changes you completely. It splits your life into two parts before and after. Before, when my smile came easily, when laughter didn’t feel guilty, when I didn’t carry this constant ache in my chest.-Kate Driscoll