The Light In The Darkness.

Beja was the light in the darkness after Buddy died.

After the 31 YR old moved out I was also finally able to bond with him without him here always "stealing" him away from me but I worry once he temporarily moves back again in-between dorms if  it's all going to be "undone" and I'll end up losing him again. Yesterday I also put him back inside the house for a "Time-Out" again for excessive barking outside and the little snitch actually told on me to my hubby! 

My dog is a fink!

The 31 YR old also met his GF's parents and I guess it went well as he even stayed overnight Saturday night and apparantly they're really rich,too, just like his ex-GF from California was, who had a gardener and housekeeper, only these ones not only have an outdoor pool and a Jacuzzi but an indoor pool as well so that's a whole other level of rich and they own an accounting company. The first thing I thought of hearing they're rich is at least if they end up getting married the bride's parents can afford to pay for the wedding.I just hope that he actually likes her for her and isn't just using her for her $$$ though.

My Angel Bird also came by yesterday for another visit( shown here beside the chair and below on the fence next to the chair) and I was finally able to catch a photo so you don't think I'm imagining it, and he's actually much brighter red in real life than in the photo,and this morning at 1 am  I was woken by a baaaad burning pain deep in the middle of my chest(I still have) only this time it wasn't indigestion as I never had a snack last night since lately every time I eat I feel sick so I haven't really been eating. I also still have the baaaad abdomenal and back pain.

 Maybe this is finally The Big One?

I also read online that this guy can shove 10 hotdogs up his ass....uh....ok, and saw this commercial on TV I thought was a woman watering her cannabis plants but when I looked closer realized they were actually just tomato plants,ha,ha, and and another commercial for one of those cooking shows and they had the worst dinner for me ever with fish, Brussels Sprouts and berries!

The 3 things I hate most.

Yuck!

The only thing I'd even be able to eat are the roasted potatoes.

I was also out in the backyard yesterday and the neighbours next door were having a BBQ and I heard the woman say to the guy, "I hope you're all right..." and then heard a kid reply, "Daddy has a really bad hangover..."

HA!

Typical rednecks.

I'd pick weed over that any day.

I just can't see why anyone would ever want  to feel that way; a bad headache and barfing their guts out. I mean, why?

How is that fun or enjoyable in any way?

Sunflowers also make me happy and if I die at least I have them for my funeral.

I got the new McDonald's drink the mango/pineapple and it had these little "beads" like in Bubble tea that look like fish eyes or fish eggs that are fun to pop like blisters and had a burst of sour. It was soooooo good.

Here are some of the beads that got left behind I just had fun popping in my mouth. The idiots gave me one of those annoying paper straws as well that got all soggy and wet and went limp and flat.

Double stupid,too: they gave me a paper straw but plastic cup and lid.

Duuuuh.

These are also our vines, and I was thinking about my Babushka, who lived to be 93 and died over 20 years ago. She was a woman ahead of her time, she could not only knit, crochet,and sew, but she also laid down carpet, made curtains and bedspreads,  and built her back porch. Growing up with 5 brothers made her very handy. She was also good at math, could play piano, drove when women didn't, and even had a job; she was a buyer for Eatons  and even had a few pages in the catalog, and was in the Army in WWII; both her and Dedushka worked in Intelligence in WWII and worked in the same office where they met.

 She was one amazing lady.

I am so sick of this life right now there is no joy no happiness just complete grief.-Kim Culver