Saturday, February 3, 2024

Something For Saturday.

I don't even pretend anymore.




At least I don't,anyway.














Look out stomach, here it comes!




My spirit animal.




The only one who does.








...and a Rasta spirit.







The same goes for abortion.


Groundhog Day is a crock of shit.

Yes, please!!

Baby steps.







You spent your entire life believing you never did enough when in reality, you’ve done more than enough, you are more than enough, you were just doing it for the wrong people.-Jo

 

Friday, February 2, 2024

Today's Musing.


 

Who's Your Daddy?

Check this out! Prince Harry and James Hewitt, a polo player who his mother, Princess Diana, is known to have had an affair with. He is said to have given her riding lessons(yeah, I bet he did, snort, snort!!) but you can't deny the uncanny resemblance between the 2 of them! I have no doubt in my mind anyway who Harry's real father is and it's NOT King Charles! He's the spitting image of this guy! Also, Trudeau is also a clone of who I think is his real father as well, Fidel Castro, as you can plainly see as a young man looks exactly like him,too(shown below).
Wow.
Just wow!
What else am I supposed to think?
I mean, really! It's so obvious.
It's also a well-known fact that both of their mothers "played around" if you know what I mean so it's NOT beyond the realm of possibility and you can say what you want on the birth certificate but genetics don't lie.

This morning I also enjoyed soaking in a nice lavender bath bomb bath and I only have one left I'm going to save for my break when my hubby and the 16 YR old are in BC, and yesterday the 29 YR old also got his hair cut and in 3 days child # 7 turns 26 and I had this weird dream about the 16 YR old,too: that my hubby and my mother went behind my back and he had this weird surgery where they cut one of his ears off ( what do they think, he's Van Gogh?) and never told me(no one ever tells me anything) and had it done in secret while I was out of the country for a week. Now it's February I also have to skip over the Christmas songs on my music playlist. I only allow myself to listen to them until the end of January.

I also heard somewhere a quote: I was groomed to earn love  and it really hit me hard as I could so relate to it, and someone also said we are all made of stars and return as stars in the universe and that thought made me smile; I like the idea of  finally being beautiful and being able to sparkle and shine for all the universe to see, and for working 20 years at the same company my hubby's employer gave him a cash bonus plus a 20 year anniversary pin and an acrylic '20" paper holder he was disappointed with(and said he'll just try and sell on eBay, but I said might make someone a nice 20th birthday gift) and instead of grateful he got anything at all and actually said he expected a gold watch if you can believe it, and I said to him, What did you expect, a Rolex? 

I just remembered that my mother knows Latin too and realized if she could time-travel back to ancient Roman times she'd be able to communicate with people which is kind of cool when you think about it, and it's sad to realize that out of everyone I've ever loved that only my faithful beloved dog is the only one that's never eventually gotten tired of me and rejected me and stopped loving me. It also concerns me how the 29 YR old broke a mug the other day too and never bothered to clean it up and just shrugged and didn't care and it didn't bother him he lost his wallet either and just said, It's gone now and doesn't care about anything, and has cold disregard for everything and doesn't feel any "attachment" to anything. He's the same about people,too.

My life has constantly consisted of letting go of people. And, I hate that part the most.-Kari Short

 

Thursday, February 1, 2024

Daily Truth.


 

Behold!

Behold!
It's baaack!!
Despite my colon issues and it not being able to tolerate pork I still went for it anyway and last night I had the glorious McRib anyway! It's here so rarely( the last time I even had one I can remember was over 10 years ago at the Frankfurt airport in the middle of the night! I had just landed after a long-haul overnight flight and I was starving!!) and I love it so I just took the chance.
Live in the moment.
F*ck it.
Of course this morning now I have cramps and gas, and I'm sure later on in the day it will be much worse but it was worth it. We all have to pay for the important things in life.This  morning I also soaked in a nice bath with rose petals floating all around. Everyone needs a little bit of luxury every now and then, don't ya think?

Yesterday during my afternoon nap Buddy also suddenly woke me up barking and I was transported from being at a fancy dinner party ...and then BAM!- startled awake, disoriented and not even knowing where I was. It also made me wonder if I was going too "far" "in", as before he's been known to do that; when I get too deep into a sleep, to the point of no return he'll bark to bring me "back", to a more conscious state. I also heard somewhere that sunsets on Mars are blue  and assuming that's true that's a pretty awesome thing.I'd really love to see that! My bruise on my stomach is finally gone now,too but it took 2 weeks!It's also grey, gloomy, rainy, melty, dripping,and slushy out now, and it looks like the end of March and most of the snow's gone and it's just so miserable and yuck!

The oldest said he should also finally be getting his new birth certificate in 3-5 days ( or so says the gov't,anyway) and it's been 3 months he's been trying and he groused to me in an e-mail, "I hate this f*cking country!"
That's my boy!!
Yesterday I was sooooo tired as well my eyes were stinging and itchy all day and I could hardly keep my eyes open and just wanted to sleep all day and every decade or so I have this almost "itch" where I want to move somewhere else, I get restless and bored; I guess it's my wandering Gyspy soul, and now over 26 000 Palestinians have been killed in Gaza by Israel too....and just for perspective that's the entire population of this entire town! At least the good of it is that finally the rest of the world is seeing the plight of the Palestinian's oppression, something I saw for myself with my very own eyes when I went there years ago.

We are never enough and so we work harder and harder hoping that we will be loved.-Dorothy Sciortino




 

Musing For The Day.