Weekend Update.

Now as well as my usual daily sore abdomen, back,and stomach now my hip bones also hurt and lately also pain under my left  ribs now too( as well as under my right ribs which must be my liver again, and now not only are the "whites" of my eyes yellow from jaundice but I also noticed that my skin  now has a yellow tinge as well) I wonder might be an enlarged spleen( which often goes along with an enlarged liver with liver or heart failure and also with cancer or infection) or perhaps a pulmonary embolism or tumour? I also notice my hands tremble alot involuntary as well.Who knows, but either way I just keep falling apart. I feel like an old broken down jalopy. My Facebook friend that just had a baby also had to go back to the hospital( I'd always had a feeling all along there would be complications and I was right) as she had a blinding headache and it turned out she had a residual spinal headache from the epidural and she had to get a "patch" done; her own blood injected into the epidural space to "plug" the leak. I remember as well my friend L( from grade 10) even had a stroke after her second baby a few days later and a splitting headache was the first indication and she even spent a couple of  months  in the hospital! 

It's also raining but the good thing is at least it melted those gigantic icicles hanging from our roof that could have impaled someone if they fell on them,and now the almost 15 year old is 6 feet 3 inches tall already and he still has 3 more years left to grow and I bet he'll easily end up 7 feet tall and the other day my hubby took him to get a mouse and at first I thought he meant like for a pet and I told him why waste the $$$ when we have mice here in the kitchen and he can just trap one but he meant a computer mouse, and my family says there's a  reason no one likes me and I'm treated the way I am, insinuating that it's because I'm "annoying" (and I "deserve" it) when in actual reality it's because I'm on the autism Spectrum and people can just be cruel and bullies; nothing more than victim blaming. I'm also frustrated and it will bug me all day as well I have a brain-fart and I can't remember the last name of the charatcer malcolm from that old TV show Malcolm In The Middle  and now it's going to be bothering me all day.

My mother was also listening to this Frank Sinatra song I heard in the background I thought sounded like he was saying F*ck Me A Lady but it was really actually Luck BE A Lady and I had to hide under a blanket over my head eating chocolate covered almonds too so Buddy wouldn't see me eating as I couldn't share with him since chocolate is toxic to dogs, and it also seems to me that USA is "egging" on Russia to invade Ukraine( they always love a good war and are always the first one to show up) when they very well m,ight just simply be doiung military training exercises, and my mother said she's going to be like Bob Marley,too; she said she's NOT going to get her feet amputated even if they do  get gangrene with her diabetes( Bob had melanoma in his toe and refused amputation for religious reasons and it spread to his brain and he died) she's rather die first,and I watched Jackass Forever yesterday as well and I laughed so hard my ribs hurt and tears streamed down my face and the mother in me kept thinking How come those idiots aren't wearing helmets? it also kept buffering literally every 2 seconds so the first hour took me over 2 hours to watch until my hubby finally just downloaded it and then the rest just took me about 20 minutes to finish off.

There was also a province-wide school walk-out yesterday to protest COVID mandates and restrictions but of course it wasn't even covered on the news; they only ever broadcast the tyrannical gov't's point of view, never the protesters, and now the province has put in a State Of Emergency as well giving police even wider powers( the dictators!) incl. arresting hauling away and jailing and/or fining protesters even though it's our legal right to protest and they've been peaceful and saying truckers will lose their licenses, etc. and the courts also froze their latest donations but the company(which is in USA) said they'll just ignore it and pay them anyway( good for them!)which is also why a cashless society is a bad idea as it makes it easier for the gov't to seize your assets, and now the Ambassador Bridge connecting Canada and USA had been blocked for days now with protesters and both gov'ts are freaking out due to loss of commerce but that's sort of the point  of protesting though; to be disruptive and to get attention to your cause,and besides, they didn't seem to care when their COVID restrictions shut down the border for 2 YRS but now all of a sudden when the people fighting for freedom do it's suddenly so critical?

“Civil disobedience becomes a sacred duty when the state becomes lawless or corrupt.”

-Mahatma Gandhi