For Today.

Today I still have chills and goosebumps and always feel cold and also nauseated and have my usual sore stomach, back,and abdomen and don't have much appetite and Buddy's not eating( not even pepperoni which he loves) either so either his mouth hurts or his tummy doesn't feel good either and I tried to message my cousin on Facebook to ask if he's sold all his puppies but his account was gone so I asked his mother if he's ok (and he did sell them all)and she said he is; he just got banned from FB again and I knew he didn't de-friend or block me because we're both anti-vaxxers and have the same political views(what I usually get de-friended, blocked, or banned for) and maybe that's also what happened to my other friend that disappeared as well; maybe she didn't delete her account but maybe she got banned for something? FB can be sooo Fascist and censored! 

The 27 YR old also left water running in the bathroom sink( with the plug in!) and forgot about it but luckily I noticed because he also left the light on(like he always does) so I went in to turn the light off and noticed the water running and it was right to the top of the sink on the verge of over-flowing so I turned ot off, just in time! Boy, was that ever close!! He's lucky or else he'd have a biiiig mess to clean up! Buddy also did a squishy shit in a hole in the yard a squirrel dug and I laugh thinking when that squirrel comes back he'll be in for a big surprise! HA!

My mother was also complaining we haven't had any of the store flyers in our mailbox for awhile and I told her that the brother and sister that deliver them are the kids that live in Donna's old house and their mother now has cancer and their dog just died recently,too, so they might be preoccupied with other things right now other than delivering flyers, and Tim Hortons has a pumpkin donut ( shown below) and it was ok but I didn't really taste any pumpkin although my smell and taste are also 'wonky" with my sinus as well and I didn't like the pumpkin seeds they had on top so I just flicked them off, and it's sad too to realize you know you're a failure when no matter what you do you're still always wrong and even when you try your best it's still not good enough.

I'm sorry for being me.

"I don't know if I'm extremely sensitive or life is unbearable." ~ Vincent Van Gogh