Love.

Yesterday I took these series of photos of Buddy as he was snuggling on my chest relaxing enjoying laying out in the sun and it shows how deep our love is and he's not "just a dog"; he's also my greatest love, my best friend, my soul-mate, my companion, my anchor, my reason to live, someone to listen, my cuddle-bug, my confidant, my keeper-of-secrets, my world, my everything, my life-line, my life. Today it's also supposed to get up to a nice and balmy 22 C like summer! Last night it was also a nice, clear and beautiful starlit night and my mother's so gross she always walks around the house without pants(just in her underwear) and it really grosses me out always having to look at her scrawny chicken/bird legs and she scoffs, Don't LOOK! but it's hard NOT to when she's always walking around half-naked all the time!

The 28 YR old also said his boss has COVID ( he caught it from his wife) so he'll be off work for awhile( even though he thought he'd be fine in just 1-2 days even though it's like a Flu and the shortest I had it was 2 years ago for 4 days and the longest was this year for 11 days but I know people that have had it for 2-3 weeks!) so now he's likely been exposed to it as well and brought it back home here to us,too, and good news: my hubby was out at the mall and he found my 2023 sunflower wall calendar and picked it up for me so I don't have to order it and pay as much for shipping as I would have to for the actual calendar( even though I wouldn't; there's no way I'm paying 45$ for a calendar!) and everything is waaay more expensive now as well; even my disposable vape pens(I keep one in my bedside table beside my bed in case pain wakes me up at night and I just take a couple of puffs and go back to sleep) used to only be 16$ and now they cost 24$!

John Tory also won(his third term!) Mayor of Toronto with a whopping over 60% and Gil Penalosa(who I was "rooting" for) only got a sad 17% or so but I guess people just don't like(or want) change and are content with the ruling  elites/The Establishment overlords but if I was still living there I would have voted for Penalosa and for the next 3 weeks I only get one TV show a week( and I only watch 2 shows a week until The Blacklist comes back later) as this week one is about Satan's Day(Halloween) themed so I won't be watching that and the next 2 weeks I miss 2 of them pre-empted for redneck sports and a hillbilly country music awards show! it's bad enough to miss a show I like but it's even worse because of some stupid redneck crap! 😡 Why don't they just put that shit on the specialty channels where it belongs?

I also misunderstand and thought my brother-in-law's ex-wife said her dog died at age 18, and it made me sad and surprised me too as it's a big dog; a Golden Retriever and big dogs don't usually live to be that old but then it was clarified and she said it was just her cat that had died so I felt better; I didn't even know she had a cat; I just knew about the dog, and my mother was unecessarily making things more difficult for herself again as well by literally waiting by the phone all day yesterday for the pharmacist to call her back and then asked me to "relieve" her(and sit and wait by the phone for her for the call while she went to go pee and eat) and I told her to just take the cordless phone with  her instead so she wouldn't have  to be tied down and I offered to bring it to her....and then she flipped out raging not to bother; she'll just get someone else to help, etc....and then went into a tirade how I "never help out" etc. even though I gave her a better solution but she rejected it, so just forget it then. I don't need her shit.I honestly think she just purposely wants people at her beck and call to serve and cater to her and gets pissed-off that I won't.

I laugh as well still remembering back when I was 12 or 13 and my friends S and J and I were sneaking a cigarette my BFF had smuggled from her mother's purse and we went into my garage to smoke( we thought we were such bad asses!)  and the next-door neighbour  must have either heard us or seen smoke billowing out as he called out to us, What are you kids doing in there? Are you smoking? and we were freaking out, giggling,muffled laughter, panicking, whispering, Shhhhhh! Be quiet so he won't hear you! Oh, shit..... and that was the first and last time we ever did that!We were scared for days that he was going to tell our parents! I lost track of J, but my BFF still smokes to this day and as for me, well,  I don't smoke smoke but you know I'm a big pothead now!

When they try to censor and silence me I just keep coming back even louder than before.