Hippo Easter!

Hoppy Easter! We had our Easter dinner last night as my hubby and the boys will be having dinner at their Dungeons & Dragons friends' house today(as well as playing a game) and everyone was too lazy to clean off the diningroom table( there's a chess set on there among other things) so it was just like a regular dinner( no fine china plates, no diningroom, ) and the Christmas tablecloth is still on there but we had an Easter Feaster still: turkey, partially pre-cut ham that looks like an old sagging vagina, 2 kinds of potatoes, peas and corn, buns,etc. Every year there's less and less people here and the dinner gets less and less formal and more half-assed and no dyeing or painting eggs or egg hunt. The bath tub is also dripping, and so much so when I left it half-filled the other day to keep my bath-bomb(my hubby says are smelly too but he mixes up with fragrant) to last 2 days(then re-fill the second half the next day with hot water)the next day it was already full up to the top, so it's wasting( and costing!) alot of water so my hubby got a new part and tried to fix it but found it's broken and jagged on the inside and immediately broke the new part and still drips so now we need a plumber.

Oh, that's just great! yet another expense and repair we can't afford!

Here is my Easter haul; the exact same as every year: a hollow chocolate dog, Cadbury Easter Creme Eggs and a Lindt bunny. We had bought 2 of the Lindt bunnies before ahead of time but I ate them and they had to be replaced. I was also tempted to nibble away at my big hollow chocolate ahead of time at the back where no one would notice but I was able to avoid temptation and restrain myself but it was really hard.and I was listening to Another Brick In The Wall and my mother walks in and recognized it and exclaimed Pink Floyd! and I was so impressed, and even the 28 YR old didn't know who sang that, and my mother is almost 82 years old, and when I mentioned this woman with her big tits hanging out looked like a hooker my hubby scoffed,mocking me, Oh, her ankles  are showing!  and the 28 YR old says I'm "jealous" even though I don't  even want to look like a hooker and even when I was young and thin I still always dressed modestly and still never dressed like a hooker or showed my boobs, ass, belly,or wore skirts above my knee.I remember too when I was 20 and my friend G told me I should 'fix' myself up  and I thought I already was "fixed up"; I had my hair cut short and stylish, I wore make-up,and wore fashionable Guess, Benneton, and Esprit clothes so I don't know what he expected,  and then there was also my other friend C, who I didn't know was a lesbian, who asked me out on a date, and I was surprised and replied, I'm flattered, but I'm into guys.

This is me with my best friend, the best dog in the world, the love of my life, my reason for getting up each day, my reason for living, my entire life, my everything, and I think he might be completely blind now,too, as he can't find his food even sniffing trying to find the scent and he wanders around all over looking for it(even though it's always in the same spot) and he'll bark at me, telling me so I bring him over to it and he eagerly gulps it down, and as for me, my stomach, abdomenal,and back pain is now the worst ever and it also feels like something is expanding in here and if someone poked a pin in and deflated me and let all the air out I would feel much better  and the pain hurts deep into my bones as well, so maybe I even have bone cancer, or maybe my entire body is riddled with cancer  or something, and I heard a miniature poodle died at age 21 and I remember my Babushka had one that was older than I was when I was a kid,too, and it died when I was 16-17 and yesterday my mother goes, I smell weed! and I told her, I was outside and I smelled it,too. and she asked me, What were you doing outside? and I replied, Smoking weed. 😂

But sometimes, things can only go so far as they can go,-Thomas Cayne