Finally!

Yesterday the auto body shop called my hubby and told him our car is finally ready after the accident 3 months ago so this morning he's going to pick it up! I can't believe it! I told him they must have confused him with another customer! It sure took them long enough! I bet all the neighbours will be surprised to see it back in the driveway again; they probably thought we got a new car seeing the rental there for so long! Now he also has to get the snow tires taken off and the regular ones put back on because it was in February he had the accident when the snow tires were still on. Today it feels like winter though; it's only 2C now and only getting to a high of 12 C and yesterday it was 23 C! WTF? It's crazy! meanwhile, the kids out in BC and Alberta are having a heatwave, like the one we had back in April.We also hope to have our first BBQ of the season this long weekend.My friend L( from the old church) and her hubby are also going to the Yukon. She spent time there before years ago.

The 28 YR old also got Gucci shoes, regularly 1500$ but he got them on sale. Can you imagine 1500$ just for a pair of shoes,and they're casual ones,too, canvas slip-ons, like my Vans checkered shoes. My hubby said they also have a redneck sports logo on the top as well that neither of us even noticed; he thought it just said NY and I didn't know what it was; I just thought it was a design, so it's like a "hybrid" I guess, combining something ritzy with something redneck, and I'd put a photo up but I couldn't find them (so I just got one off the InterNet, of the exact same ones, below)so I guess he must have worn them to work today. Last night our TV wasn't working so I had to watch the news on my computer  which also kept screwing-up, and my hubby says the fridge is "dying" as well, yet more expenses we can't afford, and poverty really sucks and I'm just really tired of not being able to afford anything, not even repairs, and of being poor in general and always struggling.

 I'm just tired of everything; of living, of life; my toxic family, my constant daily pain, my constant bad luck, never getting a break in life, misery and unhappiness, lost hopes and dreams, no hope for the future, nothing ever going right, etc. I'm just done. My mother's pants also fell down again and I saw something sagging and wrinkly actually hanging down in-between her legs from the back that honestly looked like a saggy ball sack and she said me always nagging her to take better care of her diabetes and to go outside for fresh air and sunshine is "abuse" too when it's really just concern and I'm just trying to motivate her. No matter what I do(or what my intentions are) I'm always "wrong" and criticized and I'm just so tired of it. I hate my family. I hate my life. I hate me.

Fly by night, away from here Change my life again Fly by night, goodbye, my dear My ship isn't coming and I just can't pretend.-Rush