Nice Things.

I found a couple of other nice things online I like; the crocheted afghan shown here and the bracelet below. it wasn't actually an ad for the afghan but for the pattern, which, of course, is completely useless for me since I can't knit or crochet, but I love the afghan. My Babushka used to knit, crochet, sew, etc. and make all kinds of things like that; afghans, sweaters, etc. and she even tried to teach me how to knit and crochet when I was a kid but I'm just too autistic, too stupid and too inept and clumsy and awkward to be able to learn, plus I just don't have the patience and I kept getting confused and frustrated (just like with pretty much most things) and gave up. It was just too hard. I also have a bracelet similar to the one below, and maybe I even got it from the same place years ago, who knows. Luckily my mother also finally came to her senses and now realizes it's best for her to go to the LTC home ; it's just that she was overwhelmed as it was so sudden and she wasn't expecting it so soon. She said she "feels like having a big cry only it won't come" and I told her to just let it out and she'll feel much better. My lazy ass still hasn't packed her bag yet or my own( and I leave for my trip in just 9 days) but I hate packing so I'm putting it off to the absolute last minute.HA! I also hope that I can allow myself to have fun on my trip too; that I'm not so worried about leaving Buddy behind that I can't enjoy it, and if it weren't for him I'd have nothing to even come back to.I also love sleeping in bed feeling his warm little body snuggled up next to me,too and he is the only physical contact I even have.

Yesterday morning I also saw a rabbit in our yard and this morning a golden finch and now it stinks BOTH in the backyard and front yard only like rotting shit, like horsehit, so I wonder if one of the neighbours maybe has manure on their lawn, and next-door finally got rid of the Shitmobile ( their broken down car with the bumper hanging off, the dent in the side and making god-awful noises) and got a new car and this is also the final weekend of the CNE (it ends tomorrow) marking the "unofficial" "end" of summer ( waaah!!) and yesterday I could see and smell the wildfire smoke again, and I normally clean my bong with alcohol and salt but there's still a really scrungy part so I put it in the dishwasher with the dishes and it worked and it came out all nice and clean! It's also hard to realize as well that my mother was just 6 years older  than I am now when we moved here 20 years ago( that makes me feel old!) and yesterday the 28 YR old got "carded" at the liquor store buying wine; they didn't think he looked over 19 so I guess his meticulous skin-care routine( masks, moisturizers,etc) must be working, and he said his Jewish clients go all-out on their holy days as well; they not only get their chandeliers cleaned but re-paint their houses,too! All we do for Christmas is just put up decorations and lights  and bring out the good china! I also had a dream my hubby has mistresses named Karen and Jennifer.Wouldn't it be weird if that was actually true?

It's time for me to start over.