Update on my Spiritual Brother: he is now unresponsive and the oncologist says nothing more can be done for him now and they're moving him into Hospice Care today. It's just so sudden and so sad; just over 2 weeks ago he seemed fine and was just getting his biopsy and now he's actually actively dying and now he'll never know I love him and how much he means to me. That's the thing though; you never really seem to tell people while they're alive how important they are to you, for fear of rejection or ridicule,or you don't mean as much to them, or whatever, but then one day something suddenly happens and they're dying and then you never get the chance. At least once he crosses over to the Other Side he'll know as over there you have full and complete wisdom and knowledge.It's sad he's dying but also glorious as well when you really think about it from his perspective; he's going to be set free!
Today it's also going up to 17C ( the average this time of year is just 5 C!) the warmest of this month and also the LAST day of winter as well( GOOD RIDDANCE!!) and suck it, and yesterday I saw the little kid at the corner sitting in his life-sized remote-control Jeep going around the block with his mother only on the way back the battery must have run out as she was pushing him all the way back, all bent and hunched over,(which must have killed her back!!) and when they got back I could hear her yelling at her hubby and really letting him have it ( lots of g*damn! and f*cking this-and-that) and my guess would be he forgot to charge it the last time he used it.My stomach also hurts for the past 4 days or so but really hurts yesterday and today,too.
Shit.
There's lot of glue sniffing, lead paint chip eating and inbreeding involved in that fellas DNA.-Eddie Stephens
A gov't official in France also says they want the Statue Of Liberty back, now USA no longer repesents freedom(ha,ha!) and Hudson's Bay (AKA "The Bay") is also filing for bankruptcy, they are the oldest business in Canada, since the 1600's and I used to joke as a teen they used to rip-off the Native People(they'd trade fur pelts for goods like wool blankets,etc) and now they rip-off everyone and I remember my mother and I shopping there all the time when we lived in Toronto and Ottawa and we still have their signature trademark Bay wool blanket and winter coat,too! The astronauts also finally arrived safely back home to Earth yesterday after being stranded at the ISS for 9 months and I was half-worried they'd explode upon re-entry for some reason esp. considering everything that's gone wrong and I wonder too if the two of them had sex up there? I mean, a male and a female stuck up there alone in cramped quarters for 9 months with nothing to do.....? I'll bet they did....HA! I also heard from their vantage point they could see sunrises somewhere on Earth every 45 minutes,too! How awesome is that?
The 30 YR old's GF also has a colonoscopy today even though you don't normally get them(screening for colon cancer) until you're 50 or older unless it runs in your family and you're high-risk(I'[ve had 3 of them already) but maybe they suspect she has Colitis, or Chron's disease or maybe even Diverticulitis like I do? I was also hoping he would be here on Saturday to keep an eye on Buddy( feed, let outside to pee,etc.) while I'm in Toronto all day(the youngest is here but I don't really trust him with him and he doesn't really like him,either) but he said he'll also be in Toronto with his GF and that's what I don't like and what bothers me; he just like the 25 YR old, they put their GF's and BF's first, before their own family, and they're NOT even married but just dating; I understand if you have a family; a hubby/wife and kids then they come first, but not if it's just a GF or a BF. I also thought too maybe it's NOT even the 25 YR old's BF that hasn't asked her to marry him yet but the other way around possibly, too? Maybe she's the one that doesn't want to commit and get married, and if so then my advice is still the same; that he dumps her then and finds someone else who will actually commit to him and marry him and give him a family.instead of just a half-assed "settling" just good-enough-for-now shacking up.
I’m not a super likable person. But it’s nice when people act as if they do like me.-Jill Mead
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