Beja-Vu.

Check out this big golfball-sized bump on my right foot near my ankle I don't have on the other side. I've had it for years and a doctor told me it was just "fatty tissue" but I don't really believe it as it's gotten bigger  and at times it itches so my guess is likely a ganglion cyst (like my friend had on her wrist)or perhaps even some sort of cancer. I also made up a new word: Beja-vu: having seen Beja before and I'm really convinced he still is a puppy not only because he's gotten bigger in the 6 weeks I've had him but also because he still has puppy teeth, is still teething and chews on everything and always eats crap off the floor,, but his dink and ball are NOT hairy whereas a full-grown adult male dog's is. He's just starting to get a bit.He also loves to stare at birds just mesmerized  and captivated by them but barks if they get too close and yesterday I heard one bird really mad and squawking at another one and I guessed it was the wife telling off her hubby for doing something stupid. I also saw 2 baby chipmunks running along our fence and they were sooo small( and so cute!) they were just the size of my baby finger!

Last night I also heard what sounded like gunshots right outside my bedroom window but it turned out to just be my asshole neighbour setting off fireworks and it was so hot and hazy yesterday( supposed to be the same today,too) and the haze was actually from the wildfires out West and I could even smell the smoke too and it smelled like a campfire and today thru Sunday the youngest is also going camping with his friend and his family as well and my friend P( from grade 6) is back in Cuba. I loved Cuba and might go back sometime again,too. My hubby's tooth also hurts as well so likely has to go to the dentist today.

Israel's IDF is also shooting at and killing desperate and starving Palestinians as they scramble to get food supplies off aid trucks and now the UN is finally calling for an investigation into it for war crimes  and it's also easier to find ticks on Beja (I just picked one off his chest today)than it was on Buddy because he doesn't have the wrinkles and saggy folds under his neck and on his back like Buddy did  but I have to say that I do miss those wrinkles and sagging folds though,too. The 18 YR old also has more $$$ of all of us so now we know who to hit up for $$$, ha,ha. It also seems like everyone has gone over to the Other Side now but I'm still here and I feel left out and left behind.

The first kick I took was when I hit the ground You end up like a dog that’s been beat too much Till you spend half your life just covering up.-Bruce Springsteen