Nosey Parker.

Beja is such a nosey parker, always looking thru the fence, and he's "classist" too, he only barks back at other yappy Toy dogs that bark in the neighbourhood and not at the bigger breeds and he's such a diva as well he'll only eat eggs if I separate the yolk and the whites; he eats both but only if they're separated and not together for some reason and my hubby says he "stinks" too but I don't think he does, and,in fact, I like his scent and I think his feet smell like Fritos (yes, really!) and the rest of him smells like popcorn!  Of the 6 or so dogs that have died over the decades losing Buddy also hurt the most because he wasn't just a dog, he was my soulmate. I still remember,too: when I look back I can see now Ben and Brandy most likely died of Parvo virus, Chrissy died following a cesarian, Belka most likely died of a heart-attack in a heatwave, Pugly died in the fire, and Buddy of old age.

Yesterday boys also came by after school and we finally got the grass cut(the other guy never did come back; people here are sooo unreliable!), thank God! It was soooo bad and for the past 2 days I also have baaaad abdomenal pain and the air quality is sooooo bad with the wildfire smoke I have trouble breathing as well and the air quality index here is 6/10 ( the higher it is the worse it is) and Toronto it's even 10 (the highest it can go)and was even the second worst rated in the entire world yesterday and only New Delhi was worse! 

I also like hearing chickadees as it reminds me of camp and the cottage as a kid and the oldest told me all those funky BoHo/hippie/Gypsy-style clothes I love aren't even real ( I knew the sites were scams but I thought the clothes were just from India or somewhere) he said they're most likely AI and if you order them you'll get a photo or something! That's really disappointing as I was hoping they were real and really did exist somewhere  and I'd still be able to find them somewhere.

Shitshitshitshit.

Now my hubby said it was the 30 YR old's boss' truck that got the flat tire the other day even though I specifically remember him telling me it was his GF's Jeep and now he blames me saying I "don't hear like always" but I KNOW I'm right this time because I remember being surprised at the time thinking Jeeps were more rugged, but he's also known for telling me the wrong thing/misinformation too, like the time he told me the 27 YR old was working in BC for a year when it was really only actually for a month. The break up of the "Bromance" and fight between Trump and Elon Musk now reminds me of in grade 6 too when the 2 most popular girls( who were also best friends) had a fight and broke up and the entire school took sides.

 The other day I looked out my bedroom window and saw the 30 YR old and his GF making out in front of the house beside her car( and I thought Geez, get a room!) reminding me of horny teenagers and she still does often stay overnight(even though they think she "sneaks" in once I'm up in bed and don't know) but I don't even bother saying anything anymore even though I DO notice because they don't care about, ignore, and just disregard my rules anyway and don't care how I feel about it.

I've never really had any "say" in my own home.

And I will love you, baby, always And I'll be there forever and a day, always I'll be there 'til the stars don't shine 'Til the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you, always.-Bon Jovi