Now This,Too.

Do you know what this is?

Magic mushrooms! 😕

I found these ones yesterday on the dining room table in the 31 YR old's hat  in a package that said  THC dried flower but ever since I found that cocaine in the bathroom not too long ago( and I know  it was his, I mean come on!) I don't trust him anymore and I got suspicious and wanted to check and see and make sure it wasn't really actually cocaine in there instead so I took a peek( and I mean, it's not like it was in his bedroom or anything; it was out in the open in a public area, and to be honest it IS my house and if I suspect he has illegal drugs I DO have the right to search)....and sure enough it wasn't just weed.....

it was magic mushrooms!

Cocaine and magic mushrooms are a whole different level of drugs.

That just crosses a line.

I showed my hubby this morning, to see what he thought( he REALLY hates  drugs; he doesn't even like weed, and it's medicinal, so never mind coke or mushrooms) and to prove I wasn't making it up or imagining it and he was just absolutely speechless. I reminded him again that I think it's time for him to move out, not only for taking other people's stuff, stealing my dog,lies, and now  also bringing illegal substances into our home,too.

It will be interesting to see how all of this unfolds....

Yesterday I was also holding Beja cuddling him and he really didn't want to even be with me and kept squirming trying to get away to be with the 31 YR old instead and it really hurt that even my own dog doesn't love me or want to be with me and loves someone else more and when I let him go he quickly jumped off and ran off to be with him, and I really think I should get another dog so when he's off with him I'll still have someone to be with me and that will love me and bond with me and hang around me, plus it will also be a playmate for him,and when one of them dies eventually I'll still have a dog left. I also swear I saw a shadowy image of Buddy twice yesterday as well: once quickly running by in the dining room and once walking by in the living room.

I like to think he stops by to visit me until we're reunited again on the Other Side.

I also like this "shag" hairstyle but was never able to pull it off myself because my hair is too thin and limp and the 26 YR old also got a new job( still in advertising) and starts on Monday and she earns an additional 20K a year, and yesterday and today my back and right side/ribs really hurts as well, likely from the prolonged sitting for hours at the concert and the long drive there and back, and I heard on the news only half of people in Toronto are even going Trick-Or-Treating tonight ( and there's also going to be a 65 KM wind and rain,too, ha,ha!) so hopefully more people realize what Satan's Day (Halloween) really is, like basically celebrating Satan's birthday, and October is a month where society worships Satan and November (with Remembrance Day and wearing red poppies) is a month they glorify the military and war but I do neither.

I am only for God and peace.

I also like this hair, and it reminds me of Neopolitan ice cream, and and I saw this TV commercial for these "huggie" earrings I liked so I went to the website to check it out,  thinking it costs around 200$ or so.....

nope.

They were 2K!

Ho-leeee shit!! 😟

Every time I listen to ELO (I finally saw them live in concert last year,too) I always think back of the summer of grade 8 as well, my friend D and I wearing our light pink T-shirts with the glittery Pink Panther decal on the front and our names  ironed on the back with white velvet letters, wearing bangles on our wrists, and going to the park every day and to the fry place and having fries and gravy for lunch and getting cola Slurpees  at the 711. 

That was a good summer and a memorable summer.

and then highschool started and the bullying resumed until I transferred to a better school the next semester in January and life started to look up again.

The pain of today has cancelled the sweetness of yesterday.-Tuluwalope Bismisile