Motherfooker.

Yesterday afternoon the kitchen pipes finally defrosted and the water came gushing out the sink tap( my hubby left it on so we'd know when it was back.....except he also, just like last time, didn't take the plug out so by the time I heard it the sink was right to the top filled with water and almost over-flowing!) and it was just pumping  out like an artery and made this gawd-awful sound and at the same time the dishwasher was just flooding  the floor even though it wasn't even turned on and I had to call my hubby and he was mad and yelling at me for panicking and freaking-out, saying I was "hootin' & hollerin'" a backwoods hillbilly redneck term he likes to use to demean me(even though I just didn't want the kitchen flooded) and even turning off the power to the dishwasher it was still gushing out all over the floor he thinks is a burst hose in the dishwasher I wonder might even be a burst pipe, but regardless he had to turn the hot water off and it finally stopped....and wouldn't' you know it,.....just MY "luck" the electric box is in the part of the basement right in the far off enclosed area where I was smoking weed.

Doesn't it just figure?

So then we didn't have any hot water, not for showers or bath,either, but at least we still had cold so I could finally do laundry after 3 days(and we really needed it!).....but then as I was leaning down reaching over into the washer to get the laundry out to toss into the dryer the lid came crashing down hard on my head and I heard a loud craaaacccck!  sound which was either my head or the lid and I staggered backwards, and it made a gong sound and less than an hour later I got a baaaad headache and was really dizzy and I still am today so I might have a head injury like a brain bleed or something and today the headache is really bad; a throbbing splitting headache.

 Luckily we still DO have hot water on the second floor so we can bathe there but we barely have hot water in the tub there anyway so by the time my hubby had his shower there( he normally does downstairs in another bathroom)this morning  I didn't have any  hot water but luckily he thought to put a plug in the tub and save his water so at least I didn't have freezing cold water and now we have to call a repairman in. He thinks an appliance guy but I think a plumber. He also keeps nagging me to sell the house but I won't.

This is my home  and I'm going to die here and then he can do whatever he wants.

It's always something.

More Holly Hobbie! That's also the exact same lunch box I had as a kid and she was so popular in the 70's as well as Prairie dresses(I had one), mostly due to the popularity of the TV show Little House On The Prairie which I also liked. I also tried to program the Google Home device to name itself Motherf*cker but it won't swear so it came out as MotherFOOKER(it sounds Irish!)  and it was just sooooo funny I cracked up laughing and there was a school shooting in BC( where 3 of the girls now live) and 8 people were killed and the shooter was a girl,too.(which is unusual)...nope...wait.....it was a tranny, actually a guy pretending to be a girl....  and yet another reminder of why I'm so glad we always homeschooled our kids and there's just a meanness in the world, and I bet if there will be WWIII it will be caused by either USA or Israel attacking Iran or USA invading( insert name of country here).

 Yesterday my back, and abodemenal pain was bad as usual but also bad stomach pain, cramps, chills and The Shits, and  and my cough's so bad now as well it kept waking me up during the night and I was choking and almost puked so I wonder if I do maybe even have lung cancer or a pulmonary embolism or something, and people worry if they don't have kids or grandkids they'll die alone yet I had 11 kids that want nothing to do with me(they're ashamed and embarrassed I'm autistic and bipolar and think they deserve better) now as adults so I'll likely end up still dying alone so you can never tell.

You didn't quit; you just gave up trying.