Still Waiting.

Have you seen last night's post Younger Years?

 

It's been 3 days so far and we're still waiting for water so I can do laundry and run a load thru the dishwasher as our pipes are still frozen and we don't have any water and now we're starting to get desperate.  The dishwasher and the washing machine is full and we're running out of clean dishes and towels, Yesterday I saw the youngest bringing up 3 towels for his shower and I told  him NOT to; that we can't wash anything and need to save them but as usual he just ignored me and did anyway. We can't go much longer and my hubby's just going to have to bring the laundry somewhere to do it. it's starting to warm up today though, even supposed to get up to 0C so I hope the pipes defrost....

I AM SO DONE WITH WINTER!!!!!

My hubby also ripped me a new one yesterday for smoking weed in the basement even though I did it in the most isolated, enclosed area no one ever goes to, and I even still smoke outside in a blizzard, thunderstorm, at sweltering 35C, etc. but I don't care what he says; I'm NOT sitting out there at -40C and getting hypothermia! Beja won't even go out to pee it's so cold! He can just suck it and besides, it's MY house! My home insurance also would have expired last month as well and  last week my hubby said they called and said I'm to stop in and sign something to re-new it but we haven't heard back so did he just not tell  me hoping it would lapse and be cancelled so I'll be forced to sell the house or what(he's always pushing me to sell)....

Hmmmmm....

I really wouldn't put it past him....

Holly Hobbie.

 I loved her as a kid in the 70's and had her on my lunchbox. She was very popular in the 70's. Those were happy times and I really miss them. I can also remember laying in a tent in the backyard with a flashlight reading comic books and my fave. MAD magazine. I really enjoyed looking at the old photos too as it brought back so many happy memories and someone online commented about the one of my mother and I in Russia that we "looked like spies"  but of course even if we were we couldn't tell you  anyway or else we'd have to kill you.😂 My hubby also commented about my dog Teeniea that his "ears are so big" but he was a Chihuahua so what did he expect? Last night I also had my first dream with Beja in it. Up until then it had always been Buddy so my grief must be lessening (it's been 10 months now)and I'm starting to heal.

I also like this funky pants, and there's this new bridge between Canada and USA that the Canadian gov't entirely paid for(billions of $$$!) and now f*ckwit Trump won't allow open unless USA gets "compensated" for it; always trying to get his grubby dirty little hands on everything and what I don't get is WHY everyone lets him get away with it and no one ever stands up to the bully, and also with all the horrific details coming out of the Epstein Files  about prolific baby and child ritualistic abuse, sacrifice, cannibalism, etc. how come none of them have been arrested yet?  

Yesterday I also enjoyed real Scottish shortbread( the kind my aunt used to make) with Beja; there are no substitutions, and if it ain't Scottish it's crraaaap, and I know I've lost weight as my appetite has been less(most likely liver or kidney failure, or both) lately and I notice I have much less "chub" and blubber on my belly and back and sides and when I look in the mirror it's also much slimmer, and I think neurodivergent(Autistic) people and the ones society calls "crazy" are just "Chosen" and can see thru the Matrix  and detect injustice, corruption and see things others can't and are more spiritually aware and connected and operate on a different frequency.

All I can think about is how much I want to die.