Younger Years.

I was going thru more old photos and found my mother's old albums as well, incl. this photo of me as a new baby with my parents in 1967.

I always thought my mother looked Chinese here.

Here I am as a baby, a few months old, because it's summer and I was born in January.

Probably about a year old here since I'm standing, so 1968.

I still remember that tiger tail that hung in my crib. It was one of those memories that always stayed.

Christmas at my aunt's in 1970 when I was 3. My cousin was 12. She was the one that told me she saw Santa's reindeer's hoof marks on the roof in the snow so I believed her, not thinking to question what a 12 YR old would even be doing up on the roof! 😂

My 6th birthday party, 1973.

My friends S, me, and T. They lived on my street. T was once hit by a car and broke her arm. I've also had dreams S became a doctor so I wonder if it's true?

6th birthday. My cousin B made the cake and put coins in it!

I thought it was a rabbit but she said it was supposed to be a cat. I hate cats so I still like to think it was a rabbit.

9th birthday, 1976.

My Babushka made the dress and I felt like a princess.

1976 with my cousin who now has 3 grown kids of her own.

I was 9.

Playing with my doll. 1976 age 9

At the cottage with my cousin M. I was 4-5.

1971/72.

I *LOVE* this one. It's one of my faves.

At my aunt's and I loved her garden and that was my fave. outfit.

I was 4-5 years old, in Kindergarten.

At the beach at the cottage with my friend N. I saw her every summer for  years. Her parents owned the resort by the beach.

 I was 4-5 at the time.

Age 3.

 1970. 

I got the monkey bath sponge puppet as a gift and you wet it and put a bar of soap in it and lather up in the bath. I really loved that thing and still remember it.

More Satanic symbolism and rituals from  the opening ceremonies at the Olympics and both my hubby and the youngest also got new glasses and my hubby is soooooo blind he needed "special" glasses that cost over 700$( holy shit!!) and flights are being cancelled to Cuba now,too, as they have a fuel shortage  and they can't refuel due to f*ckwit Trump  as Venezuela used to supply their fuel before but now the Orange Shitgibbon has taken control of their oil they're not allowing them  to ship them any and also threaten to tariff any country who sells oil to Cuba.

I know, what a cunt, right?

I'm just so tired. tired of not being good enough, tired of getting put down, tired of crying, tired of insecurities, tired of being tired.-Anxiety