Thought For Today.

 

Day By Day.

I've noticed that I'm hemmoraging Twitter follwers ( yes, I still call it Twitter and I always will because X just sounds stupid) since I've been posting pro-Palestinian and anti-vaxx stuff but I don't care(I find it amusing,actually) but I'm not here to be popular; I'm here to share truth, to stand up for justice, to defend those that are wronged and to tell the gov't to kiss my ass. It's also sad to realize that my Palestinian tour guide I had in Gaza years ago(and possibly his entire family) quite possibly could have been killed now, and the Israeli one I had too( and his family as well). 

War is hell. 

Whenever I listen to the radio on the Google Home device it also always keeps going off too and it makes me wonder if someone or something is purposely interfering with the signal just to piss me off or if it's just my usual me being a jinx, and yesterday I also saw pasta that looked like dreadlocks: 

Rasta pasta! HA!

Nancy Wilson from Heart also said that singing is all she can do; her only skill in life but at least she can do that; I can't even do that, and I saw people online insulting Eleanor Roosevelt's looks again yesterday as well, even after all this time people still call her ugly and I think it's horrible; even after all her good humanitarian works  and her kind heart that's all people have to say about her is being critical of her appearance instead of focusing of what really matters; what's on the inside,and the 29 YR old said his client yesterday gave them(him and his boss) exquisite and top-of-the-line coconut water that costs around 250$ just for 12 small cans!

 It really is a whole different world.

 I think he also got drunk at 'da club last night because he'd barfed in a garbage can in the bathroom in the third floor bathroom last night. Why couldn't he have at least done it in the toilet so it would be flushed away and I wouldn't have to face that first thing this morning? Yuck! I never could get why people want to get drunk and be so sick like that. Weed is so much better.

I saw a commercial for Sephora  the other day as well and I love that store and can wander around in there for hours( one of my friends even calls herself a Sephora Whora) and just try on the make-up samples and perfumes and it reminds me of when I was a teen and my friends and I would go to the Sears make-up counter at Gerrard Square (which was just a few blocks from our school) at lunchtime and try on the make-up until the salespeople would see us and chase us away and if we were lucky we got to finish doing our entire face for afternoon classes  before anyone caught us but sometimes you just got to do one eye or half your face.😂

Buddy now being old and needing me to help him with everything and shitting and peeing everywhere also reminds me of with my mother before she went to the LTC home and it's also taking a toll on me; being a caregiver can be so overwhelming and I notice lately as well I'm detaching from everything now,too, even hippos and sunflowers don't "do" it for me anymore, but at least when I get to the Other Side I'll be free of all attachments,and nothing holding me back here anymore once Buddy's gone, and no more chronic daily pain either, and nothing will be flabby, saggy, baggy, jiggly, wiggly, floppy, tired, weary, old, hanging, creaking, cracking,breathless,worn out, wrinkly, stretched, broken, cracking, swollen leaking, etc. anymore,either!

My retirement plan is we’ll all be dead from the collapse of civilization before I hit 65 anyway so who cares.-RiotGrlErin

 

Daily Truth.

 

My Vibe.

This was my vibe yesterday; sitting outside in the sun, smoking weed(I was able to order more this month and get my usual delivery back once again and it came in a record 30 minutes,too. Yay!) and drink my fave. Mexican mango soda! When I first woke up though it was a freezing -4C with a wind-chill of -6C and there was even frost on the car both yesterday and today! No joke, and it's almost May! I also noticed one of the hubcaps on one of the front car tires on the car is missing so either someone stole it or it went bouncing down the highway when my hubby was in Toronto last week and he never noticed, and one of my cousins in Europe saw a live production of The Phantom Of The Opera yesterday as well and I always felt "sorry" for the Phantom,too; he's just a sad lonely ugly rejected guy longing for love and acceptance and I can sympathize with that. The woman custom and hand-making my new dreads also updated me on their progress and said now they've been "felted" and are now "running thru dye baths"(they're made of wool) so it'll be awhile until they arrive but I'm soooo excited and I can't wait!

eeeeee!!!!

I also came across this old photo in my vault of the second-oldest horseback riding and it brought back memories as I rode horses every summer as a kid and wanted my kids to have the same experience horseback riding,too, and they also got to ride when we visited my cousins,who had their very own horses growing up( every kids' dream, to have their own horse!) and today child # 6 also turns 28 and now theyve all grown up they're ashamed and embarrased of me having bipolar and autism( and quite possibly also undiagnosed borderline as well) and think they deserve better, and I'm horrified as well to realize that in just 13 more short years I'll be 70, which is really, really, really old, and once I finally die everyone else can also move forward and get on with the next phase of their lives and yesterday I had this weird feeling on the left side of my neck/throat I can't even really quite describe,too, sort of like something was either going to pop, or a bulge, something stuck, or collapsing, but it was really weird. The recent pro-Palestinian protests on US college campuses also reminds me of the anti-Vietnam war college campus protests in the late 60's and early 70's where authorities also tried to violently quash as well.

Keep up the fight for justice and freedom!

My avatar also got another make-over, and yesterday the 29 YR old got groceries delivered, Door-Dashor whatever, only I didn't know, and when I answered the door a guy handed me a bag of groceries and I was surprised and like, Hey! I didn't know the foodbanks  even deliver now,too! We just got donated a bag of food! My hubby also had to reboot the router as our piece-of-shit Internet kept cutting out(like it often does) only he did it when I was right in the middle of watching the news....so I ended up missing 15 minutes or so of it, instead of waiting until I was done, you know, like a courteous, thoughtful person would have done, but then he said if he waited until later on it would have interrupted something he was doing! My God, he's just so selfish! What I'm doing doesn't matter. I was also thinking about our neighbour B in Toronto the other day who lived across the street and he'd play with my friend's little brother and they'd take him to their cottage but once the parents left the room he'd kick him out of bed and make him sleep on the floor and one day I remember too he was all dressed up in a suit and tie and I said to him, Hey, Bobby, why so fancy? Why are you all dressed up? and he said, My parents got married today and I was like, Uhhhh,ok... His mother also gave birth to his little sister at home( but not on purpose, this was the early 80's and homebirths weren't a "thing" yet) and the ambulance came and took her and the baby to the hospital.

It's funny as well when I'm sitting out in my backyard smoking weed and people walk by the other side of the fence they'd probably think it was a teenager and would be surprised to find out it's actually some old lady, ha,ha,and Buddy's been barking so much lately I just can't get away from it; I can't even get 10 minutes of peace and quiet sitting outside by myself outside smoking a J without hearing him barking even all the way outside and it just makes me so weary and tired and fed-up(plus all the peeing and shitting in the house) and then I feel badly because I know he's old and he can't help it and he's just calling me for help and I should be more patient and tolerant with him and then I feel so guilty but it's really getting on my last nerve.

I could tell you the really good stuff, but then twitter would ban me and the CIA would have to hunt you down.-Illuminatibot

 

Opinionated Opinion.

My unpopular opinions.

I actually wrote this 4-5 years ago but it still stands.

Abortion IS murder no matter what society tries to tell you, no matter what they re-name it. It STOPS A BEATING HEART and killing your own child because it isn’t “perfect” or it’s an “inconvenience” or bad timing, etc. is just selfish, callous and cold-hearted.

All these different various terms for genders and non-binary, etc. is all crap. There are TWO genders, period: male and female,and if you have any confusion on the matter it’s quite simple really: look in between your legs: penis?= male. No penis= female. No amount of dress-up and pretend will make you something that you’re not and young children are way too young and immature to have the ability to “change” genders.

Americans Second Ammendment; right to bear arms. People’s rights to safety and children’s right to feel safe at school should clearly outweigh people’s rights to own guns.Period.

Climate Change and all that enviro indoctrination and propaganda. It’s gotten way out of hand and has become like the New World religion.

Political Correctness has gotten way out of hand. Now people are afraid to speak truth, state their opinions, tell jokes, etc. for fear of offending someone, being shamed, or even charged with a “Hate” crime such as happens here in Canada. PC has taken away freedom of expression. It’s become a Fascist State.

Not agreeing with Israel’s treatment of Palestinians (and I have been there and seen first-hand the substandard conditions they live in and how they’re segregated into a ghetto) does NOT mean one is “anti-Semetic. You can disagree with Israel’s POLITICS and it has NOTHING to do with any animosity against Jewish PEOPLE.

EDIT:

I thought of some more so here goes:

Just because you don’t agree with LGBT lifestyle does NOT make you homophobic. The word “phobia” by definition means to FEAR something or in another context it can be used to mean to “hate” something. Just because you don’t agree with something or someone it doesn’t mean that you hate it.You can have different opinions and still be respectful.

Everything doesn’t have to be an LGBT issue all the time. They are really over-doing it in movies, TV shows etc. making so many characters gay, trans, etc. OK, we get it, LGBT people do exist and that’s fine; to each his own, but do we REALLY need it shoved in our face everywhere we go, seeing them prancing around half-naked at Pride parades, having their cause foisted upon young children in schools, etc. and considering that LGBT is a small segment of the population having it so prevelantly portrayed in movies etc. is actually an OVER representation and no, LGBT people being bullied is no different and no worse than anyone ELSE getting bullied for any other reason. Bullying is bullying.

I refuse to glorify the military. They are NOT “heroes”. They are gov’t assasins who invade other countries, rape, and kill innocent civilians, pillage destroy and steal other countries’ resources.A true hero is someone who sacrifices his own life to save another, not someone who kills.

Terrorism is not defined by religion, or by skin colour or by WHO you are but rather by the ACTIONS you commit. You don’t have to be an Arab, a Muslim, dark skinned, a foreigner, etc. to be a terrorist. Terrorism is the killing of innocent people for a political cause regardless of your race, religion, or ethnic origin.

Fat shaming is NOT OK. It is just ANOTHER FORM OF BULLYING. You don’t think fat people don’t KNOW they’re fat? oftentimes it’s genetic. In any case, what purpose does it serve and what good does it do anyone to keep pointing it out, making fun of people, shaming them, making them feel badly about themselves? It just makes you an asshole.

ANYONE can be racist, not just white folks. If a black person hates white people, he’s racist. If a Chinese hates blacks, he’s racist. Racism is when you look down on other ethnic groups and see your race as superior to others.

Feminism is crap. Women are already equal to men under the law. Feminism women want to either BE men or be superior to them. There is also a man-hating attitude among many feminists as well as looking down on traditional women’s roles such as being wives and mothers and many treat abortion as a woman’s “rite of passage.” and think men are the enemy.

The USA is NOT the “best” country in the world or the symbol of freedom. It is Imperialist and war-mongering. It’s like the schoolyard bully of the world and is always interferring with other nation’s business and itching to make war.

In North America unless you are Native you’re from immigrants and have no right to complain about immigration.

Cat-calling, whistling and complimenting women is NOT sexual harrassment. Men nowadays are scared to even compliment a woman for fear he will be accused of sexual assault/abuse. He doesn’t know what’s “safe” to say or do anymore. Also: women complain about being raped yet they wear revealing clothing with everything hanging out, advertising, “Hey guys! Come and get it!” and then get offended and cry assault when the guys react. It’s like walking down the street flashing your money or jewellery and then wondering why you got robbed.

 

Today's Musing.

 

Thursday Thoughts.

....and the thin one!

Good times.

...and oh, the memories.

The best times.

Think pink.

He's my baby.💓

Well, actually, yeah, sometimes it is worth it.😂

How about a tattoo of flowers?

Hahahahahahah!

Never downgrade!

You can never have "too much" cheese.

“Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God's handwriting." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson~