Musing For The Day.

 

Meet The Parents.

Last night the 30 YR old finally came back and Buddy knew he was as he picked up the scent awhile before he got back and he told me he was coming. Him and his GF dropped by for awhile and then they headed off for a long 5 HR drive up north so he can meet her parents!! This is a big step and means it's serious! He has to put on that charm of his and I'm sure it'll be no problem because everyone always likes him. I also hope that they're weird like us and then he'll feel right at home.HA! Yesterday I also saw my first robin of the season so spring is coming and I heard birds singing and the sun was out and it was mild and felt like spring so when I was out smoking 'Da Blessed Herb I didn't freeze my ass off for once but today we're getting snow, rain,and freezing rain and snow tomorrow, and enough to shovel. I also can't believe tomorrow is March already and almost Lent! One thing I also learned in life and about people too is if someone's racist they're also not a good person  deep down in general.A kid at a local school was also arrested with a gun and knives at school and they got put into lockdown and the SWAT team showed up! I'm sooo glad I homeschooled my kids!

They're giving away shitty prizes on the radio as well I wouldn't even bother calling in for; it's just not worth it; tickets to the sportsmen show which is just hunting and fishing and for some stupid fight called MAA or MMA or something like that; some boring guy thing, and my fave. Facebook friend also thinks he has kidney cancer( 90% chance the doctor said) and he has "spots" on his kidney, lung, and forehead and he's getting a biopsy, and I heard Gene Hackman, his wife, and  his dog were all found dead in their home so I wonder if it was maybe carbon monoxide poisoning or something and I didn't realize he was 95! I didn't know he was that old!  I also have to go to the store to get a few things I don't trust my hubby to pick up( face wash and moisturizer; he'd get the wrong thing) and I hardly ever get to go out yet he still says he "has no time", always too busy doing his own things like chess and pickleball,  and he HATES having to take me anywhere,and this morning I found him asleep on his recliner instead of doing yoga too and he said he was just "tired" but I know better; he does that when he's not feeling well( but won't admit it) so maybe he won't be up for pickleball tonight and I can go out afterall? Maybe he can just drop me off?

Maybe your path is harder because your calling is higher.-IlluminatiBot

 

Wordless Wednesday.

 

Thought For The Day.

 

Meltage.

Now it's getting mild ( 5 C yesterday!) the snow's really melting quickly and now we can even start to see the tops of the garden lights(shown here)! The neighbour behind us also finally turned off his outdoor Christmas lights,too!It's not over though as we're supposed to get a bit snow tonight and then again Friday night and more next week so even though it's all melting,dripping, wet, and puddly now and feels like spring winter isn't done yet. Yesterday was also my cousin's hubby's birthday(the ones with the horses); he's 75 and I can still remember when I was a kid going on his  Corvette,boat ,and snowmobile and that time we went  into a snowbank and I went flying  head-first into a snowbank and he begged me NOT to tell my mother and I just thought it was funny.Yesterday and today my abdomenal pain and headache is also back now my hubby and the 17 YR old also are( coincidence, I think not...) and I would have thought as soon as my hubby finished work yesterday he'd go to the grocery store since we ran out of food( and my stomach was literally growling I was so hungry) but nooooo; he spent 2 HRS playing chess on his computer instead(but he's never had his priorities straight and always does stuff for him before family obligations and it just makes me soooo MAD!) and then he got the wrong laundry detergent too and got the stupid pods( because they were on  sale) even though I had liquid written down because that's what our washing machine takes! Why can't he just get the right f*cking thing?

I also think it doesn't add up and it contradicts the reports they're releasing about the Pope,too; saying he's critical....yet at rhe same time he's also up and walking...but when you're critical you're just laying there in bed semi-conscious( or even in a coma) half-dead, so my guess is he's maybe even already dead but they don't want to say anything until they've already arranged his successor. I also would hope since Buddy and I are Parallel Spirits  and soulmates it means we'll also die together as well, and I choose with my mother to remember the good and the good times we had and not dwell on the bad and I would hope that my kids would show me the same grace once I'm dead,too, and remember the funny things I said or did or that made them laugh and smile, like a funny accent I did or a joke I told, and smile at the memory. I also get mail now addressed To The Estate of my mother so I guess everyone got the info she died, and for some reason I always thought Talking Heads were British but I found out they're actually from NY and it surprised me. Not that it matters  and I don't really care; it's just that you go thru your life thinking one thing when really it's something else.

Life is just like that..

It's just the body in the grave. The spirit has already left.

 

Wednesday Words.

Lay down that boogie and play that funky music 'till you die.

We all know who the real President is! Trump is the puppet and Musk pulls the strings!

Or my dog barks. It never fails.

Never let anyone dull your sparkle.

Not my problem anymore. I've moved on.

God hears it.

Spark one up!

I actually had that for 10 days! It was glorious!

I can actually relate to this.😭

My kids,too.

That's all I got for some surgeries!

I don't even have a phone and my computer is always a u used hand-me-down.

As a tiny child, neglected, abused and abandoned by both parents, I grew up feeling anger, rage and hostility. I didn't dare express any of those feelings outwardly, though. I just absorbed all of that darkness into myself, believing at my core that I was unlovable and unworthy.